
I’ve been hollowed
I’ve been shuttered
I’ve been disoriented
Nothing made sense at all
Why did you have to leave so sudden
A goodbye would have been better
I wish I held you in my arms as you inhaled your last breath
I wish I heard your last words
Verily , we shall all depart some day , we shall all go away some day , it’s the only sing-song I consoled my shuttered heart with
I thought I was stronger
I thought I would be the shoulder the others you left behind would lean on
I thought I had been through it all
I thought you would be there until your 90’s
Yes, you will be here in my heart as long as I live
I felt the greatest pain cut through my heart
I couldn’t and I wouldn’t ever come to terms with this , this can’t be real
This isn’t you
Could someone wake me and and tell me it was all a nightmare?
I touched my body and face as many times I could
It’s heartbreaking to face the fact that you’re no more with us but you will be with us for the rest of our lives
I wish this story had a fairytale ending
But here you’re laying lifeless
I wish your life was endless
Honestly, you have been selfless
I’ve been hollowed
As much as I tried to fill the empty space you left , I couldn’t, I can’t , I can’t
I’ve been shuttered
I’ve been hollowed
I tried to break the icy hands death laid on you
I hammered each piece of ice
I warmed each part of the deadly ice
I wrapped all the warmth I could gather on your tender self
There , I realized , its icy hands were eternal, you left without a goodbye
But you know what Champion?
Even as you lay here breathless, I will hold on to all the best memories we had and shared
I will hold on to the love you shared
I will hold on to love
I will hold on to the best part of you than to be shuttered and broke hearted forever